Explanation Not Included (by Netta Jack)

Accepting reality means
I’ll have to accept some truths
Deal with the pain of knowing
I am being casually used
Come to terms with my own stupidity
For buying into his twisted views
Actually working through my emotions
Which at best are completely confused

Neither looking forward or back

I live within each moment

Finding more storage space to hold
The bags filling up as I lament


I’ve known
That it’s time for me to go
But I’ve invested to much of me
Without anything tangible to show
Desperately I cling to the hope
That things will change tomorrow…


But
Accepting reality means
I’ll have to accept some truths
Deal with the pain of knowing
I am being casually used
Come to terms with my own stupidity
For buying into his twisted views
Actually working through my emotions
Which at best are completely confused